Fuck what you heard
I apparently need to write my father a letter.
My grandma is undergoing hospice care. He's leaving this weekend to be with her.
I'm contemplating going up there to visit while I help my mother.
I'm also contemplating the ramifications of saying fuck you to both of them and dealing with my own shit while I can.
This anger reminds me of Anakin Skywalker & Harry Potter. Anakin is described as having a dragon in his heart. Growing & spitting fire, it consumes him. Harry is pretty fucking emo but he's always saying shit like: "I'm just so angry all the time."
I know fighting won't solve anything. I know it is a lesser way of resolving conflict. I know there is a better way.
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